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1st dae of school.. 98% brain cells Gone.

Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 11:23:00 PM

Is first day of school and I am so so tired...

Bought a packet of rice and din have time to eat...

Oh man.. this is ... Crab/CRAPs. haha

Anyway... after class went for the very 1st SOH Ambassidors Meeting...

Pretty fun and there will be more events going on along the way...

Upcoming will be to Meet the Parent session on this coming saturday..

Gona be a tiring day for sure becuz gona work after that...

Dinner at MOS Burger with AH siong, Xin hui and Ming Shun were really fun la...

There were SO MUCH TO SHARE... AHAHAHAHA

SHhhHHHhhHH

kk...

Tomolo gona be another long day...

After shool there will be a

Rehersal for the Ambassidor cat walking ( yeah.. this sound so Funny..)

Not forgeting the SOH Pledge taking ceremony.. hahah

...

and..

Lastly is to head toward Hougang tuition...

Yawn..

Better sleep now..

Head is getting pain pain now...

Nitey all...

2 April - Trip to Kota Tinggie..

Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 1:53:00 PM

Time to update my First Jb Trip to Kota Tinggie with Deary Alex and his Buddies..

It was really a fun yet sad trip for me because I drop my phone into the toilet bowl sio.. hahaha

Whatever it is.. hahah is fun.. hahaha..

Chandran SOn.. So cute rite.. hahaha

Basically he onli has a Teeth with him now.. hahaha

The place we had our Lunch.. Yummy

Butter Yaki Big bIG cRABZ..

Giant Hum.. .. sO Chewy..

Cooked in Thailand Style together with raw onion and chilies.

Drunken Prawns..

The prawns are so fresh and it was cooked with herb.

Sitting here ..

Enjoying the Lunch...

together the sea Breeze...

- nice...........-

What is Marketing??

Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 2:24:00 AM

1. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' - That's Direct Marketing

2. You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl. One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says: 'He's very rich. 'Marry him.' - That's Advertising

3. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and get her telephone number. The next day, you call and say: 'Hi, I'm very rich. 'Marry me.' - That's Telemarketing

4. You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. You get up and straighten your tie, walk up to her and pour her a drink. You open the door (of the car) for her, pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride and then say: 'By the way, I'm rich. Will you 'Marry Me?' - That's Public Relations

5. You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl. She walks up to you and says: 'You are very rich! Will you marry me?' - That's Brand Recognition

6. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' She gives you a nice hard slap on your face. - That's Customer Feedback

7. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and say: 'I am very rich. Marry me!' And she introduces you to her husband. - That's demand and supply gap

8. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say anything, another person come and tell her: 'I'm rich. Will you marry me?' and she goes with him. - That's competition eating into your market share

9. You see a gorgeous girl at a party. You go up to her and before you say: 'I'm rich, Marry me!' and your wife arrives. - That's restriction from entering new markets

This was retrive from the mails and I really find it so dam Funni!

Another meaning poem from email...

@ 1:56:00 AM

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.

And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,

He knows

I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,

And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.

'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you Love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.

Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time
it might be too late.

Seize the day. Never have regrets
And most importantly, stay close to your friends
and family,

...for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Friendship...

@ 1:38:00 AM

Clearing my Mails..and saw this ....

I dont think tieing is good...

if we are mend to be friends. we will..

if not.. then... call it as.. too bad!..

Oh.. hhahaha... well said..

Hm...

Dinner at AMK Hub: 品食

Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 11:27:00 PM

Just back from AMK HUB...
Had dinner at 品食 with Alex, Yeeshih and ah ma..

We ordered the 2 pax set meal and some tofu and soup for ganny...

The food is average...but...

One thing we likes about this place is that the staffs are really REALLY friendly and their service is simpily.... THUMB UP!!!

The lady manager...was thoughtful because we order tofu and she told us that it will be serve spicy and offered to make a special order with no chili in it for my lovely ah ma..

Next.. she gave us free dessert.. =) Excellent.!

As mention earlier.. today will be the 1st time darling meet up with my granny.. haha.. it was kinda fun...deary speak in hokkien so FUnni!!! plus inaccurate.Lor. muahahahhaa...

Feedback from ah ma: he is not bad.. at least not ah beng .. not howlian.. not dao type.. Overall Good.. wah.. deary.. Pass this test! hahaha

anyway.. GOOD JOB deary .. and Get well soon..

HugGie!

Daddy is back...

@ 6:25:00 PM

Daddy is finally home...

The operation date will be on 27 april...

Beside doing the By-pass .. he may need to make a change on one of his valve...

Our current plan is to get a second opinion and hopefully there will be a better solution/ suggestion.

Praying hard and really happy at least pa is back home now... at the moment..

Now.. my sisters and I have to make sure that pa take all his medicine

Also..he cannot get angry or whatever..

But.. I think there is nothing he will get angry about us ba..

... Thankfully..

ahma is here...

she is always there for us...

cooked for us..

worry for us..

she promise us she wont be back to malaysia till Operation is all over...

Thanks ah ma...... U are always so nice to us... so thoughtful..

Today is me and dearie.. 4th Month...

and I am going to introduce him to my granny later....

This few days.. he has been worrying bout my dad too...

Really xin ku him le... plus now he is sick...

Saddy...

Dearie.. thanks u... once again...

strong Bond

Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 1:27:00 AM

Morning accompany dad to SGH together with Yeeshih...
We waited outside ward 44 and saw a big family crying infront of us... and.... then i saw a very familiar face...

I din really remember her name but she was from RP just Graduated... Her grandpa just passed away this morning...

The families cried and cried and I felt so upsad too... somehow.. I thought...

A new begining of life... a baby cry for himself...may be a baby cry as he already know that coming to this wonderful world is great.. but there are so much things that from now on he needs to learn and go through it..... Never an easy task...

However... when it come to the end of a life.... the person no longer cried for himself.. people who once loves him cry so much for him....
Reason being........ he will never be back again..
Never.... gona see him again...

The hardest thing to say in this world is not Sorry but Good Bye..

Daddy was being push for coronory surgery at about 10am... 3pm when I first saw him.. I Praise him.. Good Job..

He looked at me saddly with his reddish eyes..telling me that he need a operation..
I thought he was kidding.. but.. he looked so serious + worried + upset..

I stayed strong.. slowly reviewing this piece of bad news to mum and telling her that is gona be ok.. she accepted the fact and next was informing my dearest xiao mei who waiting patiently at home with ah ma and ah boy..

I guess she really grown up gal... after she knows dad neda op...she text me.. " Dont worry about home.. rest assure..! " My eyes were wet... YY.. u really a grown up! She is always such a strong gal though she is the youngest at home.. she understands and try to help in everything that she can...

Yeeshih..rushing her homework in hospital and even skip sch because everyone was so worry for our daddy..

Deary... Appreciate so much for russhing here and there....
If not your encourangement.. I reali.....T_T

I am Thankful to all my friends who care much for my daddy..
Appreciate Lots.

证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈?

Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 1:26:00 AM

Rush home to watch the channel 8 Show..
A lady.. for her whole life... married 3 men...
Non of her marriage is successful..

This somehow leads me to some random thoughts in mind...

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，

彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈 ?

Actually..

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少..
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

相爱..
.需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，
更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

记住
相爱的人不轻易宣战，
因为冷战带来的伤害..

只会有抹不去的伤口...
而这一切留下的...
却也只有..
复合不了的 ..
错过...
...

Random thoughts...

Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 12:43:00 AM

Is late at night and again.. dad is feeling unwell and cant sleep..
I hope by tuesday surgery helps... =(

This few days.. really feels a little down...
A little down on... my dad health condition..
A little down about... .. ..

Joycelyn is so right.. Human... we are such a complicated creature...
We want this but we hope that wont happen..
we did that but it doesnt seem to be right..I am confuse...
sometimes a word din meant to be bad.. but it turns out to be dissapoitment...
sometimes.. I just lost of words ...
sometimes.. I wish things can be much simplier...

Is it so hard to be achieve?

Depicted from the Book: Lost in Wonder by Esther de Waal

" Turn criticism into appreciation. Turn judgment into admiration.

See beauty in darkness.

See love in light

. See truth in love.

Always forgive as the world is transformed through kindness and patience and by changing our perspective and changing our perception,

we change our world.

The world cannot change through demand and expectation.

Learn to value failures and mistakes, to be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves ...

Do not now seek answers, which cannot be given you,

because you would not be able to live them.

And the point is to live everything.

Live the questions now.

Perhaps you will then, gradually,

without noticing it,

live along some distant day into answer."

Kiss the rain..

Thursday, April 1, 2010 @ 12:55:00 AM

Deary.. Thanks for you home-made.. Tang Yuan for me to brighten up my nite... It is really nice to have such a great boyfriend like you..... who cares not only me but my family..
Yes.. Dad will be ok..... but how can I not worried.... T_T

Now... listening to ( Kiss the rain ... . by Yiruma..)
Is really a very nice pieces of music..

Been Searching it for so long..

and I finally found it.......

this song makes me calm down,

think about the good times...

and try to let the hard ones fade away..

But I wonder.. why am I Tearing now...